One day.. just one day at a time. Shouldn't be too hard, right?

Trying to get past the past, and concentrate on the present has honestly been the hardest part about this break up, also for the fact that I don't know how to be single. I don't know how to be alone. It all ..is honestly beyond me. Date someone for four years, be single for a year, and then date another person for four years. Wow did I ever fuck things up for myself hahaha. I shouldn't have dated anyone. Ever. :) That would have worked.

On another note, start teaching preschool in October. I can't wait. I cannot believe I am done with my CDA .. so happy about it.

Lets see how long it will be until I crack one open.

Damn its been a long f***ing week.